day 29 of the cast

so last monday, i went to the doctors with the intention of getting my cast off and a boot on. apparently i had to make an appointment but the girl was mad cool and squeezed me in with the doctor. everyone was real nice which was cool. got the cast taken off which felt fucking amaazing and weird. my leg has gotten so much smaller. i was a little disappointed because i was hoping that taking a bunch of vitamins and supplements would have decreased my recovery time dramatically but once i got the cast taken off i could feel that i shouldnt be walking on it yet. got an x-ray taken and the doctor said that progress had been made but i would still need to be non-weight bearing for another 3 weeks. today marks the 4th week of being injured. honestly i thought i would go insane by now. i kinda have though.

i kick it at my parents pretty much day and night because i have no food at my house and no money to buy food. supplies for the house havent been bought because thats what i would do. kstad is about to go on 2 months of not living there while still paying rent. i mean his choice, no matter how dumb it is, is still his choice. can't say i haven't been there before though. when i used to live with him i would not stay there ever and still pay rent. it happens, although its not the smartest idea.

i get to work again on wednesday, but its gonna be bitch work in the office. i mean it's something for the time being, but it's not gonna be able to pay for anything. it's the 17th of the month and for the last 4 weeks i have earned $0 of income. i have about 2 weeks to make $734 dollars and i get my cast off in about 2 weeks. so there's that.

my parents leave for spain this saturday. great for them. happy to see my parents actually being able to do what they want. my moms gets to retire too and she couldn't be happier. every night she comes home from work talking about how everyone is stressing out and work and how everything is so busy right now. people have to go in on the weekends and she's just livin carefree. hopefully my dad gets to retire soon as well because lord knows he's worked his ass off. on the selfish side, the bad part about them leaving is that my source of free food for two weeks is gonna be on the other side of the world. the appeal of staying at home and having meals cooked is gone so i will probably have to start buying shit again with that savings account i do not want to touch.

know who's a good friend? joe borja. he came out for the night to drink and whatnot and took care of all the drinks and food for everyone. then i told him how i was whatever to make cash and he got piiissed. then he transferred me 700 dollars and said to stop and to pay him back whenever. i mean gotdamn. thing is i will not touch that money and i plan on transferring it back asap. but for now i may hold onto it. just until i'm able to walk again and i have cash flow.

fuck i need to get an actual job.