summer is just about over. i got another tattoo bout a week ago and im not sure how i feel about it at this point. i think i got one just because i wanted one, but i dunno. maybe it'll grow on me maybe i'll add to it. whatever i guess though. i've been bartending for about two months now and im doing alright i think. i feel like i've gotten into somewhat of a rut at work. i don't really care anymore ya feel. i don't care what tables think about me and i don't care to hit on my tables anymore or try and be fun. i dunno hopefully this time next year i'm not serving/bartending. i also took summer school which wasn't that great of an idea. i just took the final and i dunno how i did on it. i have an A going into the final but i dunno how it turned out. also i cheated more in this class than i have in any other class ever. kinda funny. teacher was an idiot and boring and too foreign. i mean i can take foreign ya know cuz mom, but he was too foreign even for me. my sister is getting married in like three months and the only thing on my mind is i need to find a date for this. is that selfish? whatever i guess. ive been doing p90x for about 5 weeks now and i like it. i dunno if i'll be able to keep it up during the school year but i hope so cuz i want to be ripped not huge.

ive been meaning to say something for a while. its been too much to articulate and too much to write down. i will probably say something about it sooner or later. its mid february. i know this hasnt been the best year so far, but this builds character. currently im on my no days off shit. bed by 1ish up by 930 and gym then go along with my day. i think ive decided to full blown double major and do accounting and finance both as separate majors. oh ya and fuck delta sigma pi. ive got a chip on my shoulder the size of a golden nugget